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I have a big announcement.
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I finally got a haircut (after 6 months) 😲
It was originally scheduled for April 21, but it got postponed…
Don’t worry, it’s not much shorter than it was yesterday. Only a tiny bit.
It’s been quite an adventure, having longer hair (I’m now considering using conditioner. I don’t even know what to do with that. It’s ok…I’ll figure it out).
So yeah, it’s just a little bit shorter. Because a lot shorter would have to involve another personality change, and I’ve worked so hard to develop this current personality.
I’m sure you can imagine.
Because it is a question of personality. After all, my hair is such a prominent feature in my videos. I’ve spent so much time brushing it out of my eyes, making sure it looks OK on camera, and even cutting it myself once, back in June (I think it was June…who knows?).
I’ve often been reluctant to make videos because of how my hair looked.
Seeing myself on camera is awkward enough to begin with. I don’t usually love the way I look, so that’s a whole bunch of mental content that has to be accepted in order to make a video.
All kinds of judgments, evaluations, images, stories, etc. Just going through my head. Like dust getting kicked up. It’s not easy to focus with all of that going on.
But, that’s how the mind works, and you have to work with it.
Do you want to learn how to accept whatever stuff comes up in your mind, no matter what it is?
If so, the course might be for you: https://michaelkorman.com/no-problem-meditation-course/
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